20 something girls looking,
For a reason to exist,
Jobs, guys, sex, happiness.
How do they find it?
How did we find it,
Define ourselves,
Thinking back 40 years.
Stupid and naive.
No idea....not an idea.
Had to reinvent self,
Find true self.
What interested?
Who who.
Lived with others,
Worked, played,
Returned to the bowels
of roots time and again,
Looking for.
One true self.
Had extreme roots/
Long and involved.
Denied much,
Clung tightly.
Present me,
Past me,
Just me.
An Artist, gardener,
community involved
senior.
No one really knows......Me,
Only me,
